I am now a single mother. My partner of five years, and father to my two children, decided he wanted out of family life so he could go out into the world and have regrets, as he likes to say.
So, I am left with two beautiful children, who mean the world to me, and I am now no longer in a relationship which I now see was poisoning the life from me.
Maybe this is a good thing like my psychologist said, who I started seeing after the break up (which was a month prior to this entry.)
Also, he decided to tell me he was going on a date, while he was still living in the house (he moves out next week, on our sons 1st birthday. "Happy Birthday son, I'm leaving, you wont remember but your mother will."
Isn't he just the best? -insert sarcasm here-
So now I have trouble sleeping and eating... But I still find time to look after my kids, something he never did. Lazy git.
Anyway... I should try and sleep... Night all